i flitter
and wane,
surveying the
scene beneath me —
looking down —
how sturdy it
must feel
to be
on the
ground —
how serene —
that concrete —
firmly under foot,
a route to follow at
ease; i shudder as the
wind picks up and my
view is shifted; now,
the trees, strong
and standing
against
the
breeze —
their roots
locked in place;
freedom rippling
through their leaves —
i’m stifled, somehow,
though i can go
anywhere i
please,
seemingly —
a dream dressed in
colors billowing through
the sky with sails set in any
direction; a sight that
brings smiles to
faces below,
maybe —
if so,
i can’t
see them —
oh, what a life
this is shaping up
to be; my rope hangs
by my side, too short to
tether; nothing within view,
and the clouds seem to
be mocking me: ‘you
can go anywhere,
only you can’t
choose!’ —
weary,
i waft on —
listlessly —
i have
no
choice
but to be.
floating, i am
lost with no real
direction; it’s just me.