short,
shallow
breaths\\
heart
pounding\\
heart
racing\\
ticking\\
counting
the minutes
i should be
dreaming,
but no.
instead,
my heart
is drumming\\
marching me
deeper with
every beat
into the
stickiness
of anxiety.
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my therapist still hasnt responded lmao honestly i hope he did ghost me bc thats hilarious
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but also, fuck, like — what if my therapist ghosted me?
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still funny
