i feel
trapped
inside my
head and i
think that’s
my problem\
i feel trapped.
i feel. im
feeling
everything
all the time, and
i’m not sure if you
know this, but feeling
your way through
everything isnt
the best way
to exist. its
a really
hard
and
often
seemingly
directionless
way to exist. im
really tired of
existing like
this. im
really
tired.
//
i wish i wasnt
so sensitive
& i wish
i didnt
overthink
the smallest
of things, but i
do. and i am.
and i dont
see that
changing any
time soon.
//
and i
guess the
only thing i
can do is keep
working to better
understand myself
and my feelings
and how they
can help
me
//
maybe
then theyll
stop controlling
me. maybe then ill
have a healthier
relationship
w myself.
maybe
then.
//
im really sick of
my thought patterns
and im really sick of my
inability to jump the hurdles
that are holding me back.
i feel held back. i feel
like im spinning
my wheels.
i feel.
i feel like
i need to snap
myself out of this
cycle. i feel like
ive grown a
lot, but i
still
have a
long ways
to go, and thats
okay. thats
super
ok.
i feel
like thats
super ok.
