feelings & also still feelings & then feelings about feelings somehow

i feel

trapped

inside my

head and i

think that’s

my problem\

i feel trapped.

i feel. im

feeling

everything

all the time, and

i’m not sure if you

know this, but feeling

your way through

everything isnt

the best way

to exist. its

a really

hard

and

often

seemingly

directionless

way to exist. im

really tired of

existing like

this. im

really

tired.

//

i wish i wasnt

so sensitive

& i wish

i didnt

overthink

the smallest

of things, but i

do. and i am.

and i dont

see that

changing any

time soon.

//

and i

guess the

only thing i

can do is keep

working to better

understand myself

and my feelings

and how they

can help

me

//

maybe

then theyll

stop controlling

me. maybe then ill

have a healthier

relationship

w myself.

maybe

then.

//

im really sick of

my thought patterns

and im really sick of my

inability to jump the hurdles

that are holding me back.

i feel held back. i feel

like im spinning

my wheels.

i feel.

i feel like

i need to snap

myself out of this

cycle. i feel like

ive grown a

lot, but i

still

have a

long ways

to go, and thats

okay. thats

super

ok.

i feel

like thats

super ok.

feelings & also still feelings & then feelings about feelings somehow

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