sometimes i feel stuck

in my current situation

or my current mood,

and thats okay.

thats alright.

the beauty of bipolar

is that the highs and

the lows dont stick

around forever.

they dont —

they dont.

and even if im feeling

frustrated/unheard/

stuck — even when

im feeling stuck

and held back

being in pgh,

i know to

listen

to

those

who know

whats best for

me. i know to do

that. i know im capable

of doing that. i know

im strong enough

to do that. i

know i

can

do

this.

///

when i feel stuck,

i cry really hard.

and i put my

airpods in

and i

turn

off

the

lights

and i dance in my underwear.

straight up. thats my release.

and im a goofy dancer,

apparently hahah,

which is cool

cool cool —

i am

not

concerned

about how i look

when i dance really

hard. im not concerned

about what people think of

me when i dance really

hard. i, to be honest,

as much as i do

like attention,

i really do

not give

a fuck

what

people

think of me.

i really dont give

a fuck what anyone

thinks of the way i dance

or the way i write or

what i eat or how

i work out or

the jokes

i make.

i dont get

embarrassed.

i may have insecurities —

ummhh who the trill doesnt?

but i dont let them control

me. i do not give a fuck

what my insecurities

think about me.

imuhhh just

over here

dancin’

the

only way

i know how —

hard as fuck. super.

fucking. hard. i thinkk

i just like it hard — whatever

it is LMAOO i like to go big.

i like intense. i like huge.

but i like minimalism,

too. i really like

utility and

minima-

lism.

i can like

both of those

things equally

somehow bc im

umm im amazing??

bc im perfect??? lmao

who knows. all i know

is that i like it hard

and rough and

i love passion

and i lovee

to dance.

oorah.

///

i am strong.

i am stable.

i am okay.

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