if i ever

seem

disingenuous

then

ask

me

what

i was

thinking

bc i promise

you its a

misunderstanding.

a miscommunication.

i am only here to be

real/

raw/

rae.

im only here

to love.

im only here.

im just here.

im j chilling

no doubt.

and i aint fugginuh bragging???

or idk?? idk what people think

of me sometimes // i get that

im “a lot” or whatever???

hahahahahahahahh

thats not my

problem,

my

dude.

handle me or gfto —

im so serious.

i dont want

you

around

me if you

dont love

and support

me endlessly

just as i will

do for you/ even

if i accidentally

slip up once or

trice //

who doesnt

mess up every

once

in

a

while?

///

its okay to be low

and sad

and insecure

and confused

sometimes.

its okay not to be okay.

bc even when youre

not okay? youre

totally okay.

hey,

listen to me,

you fork —

youre okay.

today and every

day. im serious —

no matter what.

youre okay.

youll be okay.

youll get through

this bullshit/whatever

youll get through

this dip/low/

trash

time

or whatever

youre going through.

if youre going through it,

then youll get through

it. you have to. or

you could, like,

perish

or whatever.

but thatd

be a

fuckkinnnguh

waste.

thatd be a waste.

youd be wasting

your life and your

beauty. youd be

wasting

it.

stop dwelling/

complaining/

moping around —

dont come at me w that shit.

shut up about it or talk

through it idc which —

i really dont care

how you do it.

just do it.

nike.

just get through it.

blunder through it —

embarrass youself

or go at it smoothly

idc idfc idk ///

vic is working to be like champagne

and im just a triangle —

sharp and w

corners.

sharp

but

sensitive

and fragile

but fearless and

strong, too — im really

strong. just like you are

bc you are really super

strong —

yes, you.

what are you??

vic is also a pigeon hahahaha

i love vic so much it hurts

me that im so far from

the home we built

together. i miss

our bath tub.

i miss my

bestie —

one of them, anyway.

i have lots of friends;

im very lucky. and

if you dont? then

ill be yer friend.

you just gotta

reach out

first.

///

@lovetrings

stingrae666@lovetrings.com

///

i need a mf massage/

my neck

my back

😏😏😏