if i ever
seem
disingenuous
then
ask
me
what
i was
thinking
bc i promise
you its a
misunderstanding.
a miscommunication.
i am only here to be
real/
raw/
rae.
im only here
to love.
im only here.
im just here.
im j chilling
no doubt.
and i aint fugginuh bragging???
or idk?? idk what people think
of me sometimes // i get that
im “a lot” or whatever???
hahahahahahahahh
thats not my
problem,
my
dude.
handle me or gfto —
im so serious.
i dont want
you
around
me if you
dont love
and support
me endlessly
just as i will
do for you/ even
if i accidentally
slip up once or
trice //
who doesnt
mess up every
once
in
a
while?
///
its okay to be low
and sad
and insecure
and confused
sometimes.
its okay not to be okay.
bc even when youre
not okay? youre
totally okay.
hey,
listen to me,
you fork —
youre okay.
today and every
day. im serious —
no matter what.
youre okay.
youll be okay.
youll get through
this bullshit/whatever
youll get through
this dip/low/
trash
time
or whatever
youre going through.
if youre going through it,
then youll get through
it. you have to. or
you could, like,
perish
or whatever.
but thatd
be a
fuckkinnnguh
waste.
thatd be a waste.
youd be wasting
your life and your
beauty. youd be
wasting
it.
stop dwelling/
complaining/
moping around —
dont come at me w that shit.
shut up about it or talk
through it idc which —
i really dont care
how you do it.
just do it.
nike.
just get through it.
blunder through it —
embarrass youself
or go at it smoothly
idc idfc idk ///
vic is working to be like champagne
and im just a triangle —
sharp and w
corners.
sharp
but
sensitive
and fragile
but fearless and
strong, too — im really
strong. just like you are
bc you are really super
strong —
yes, you.
what are you??
vic is also a pigeon hahahaha
i love vic so much it hurts
me that im so far from
the home we built
together. i miss
our bath tub.
i miss my
bestie —
one of them, anyway.
i have lots of friends;
im very lucky. and
if you dont? then
ill be yer friend.
you just gotta
reach out
first.
///
@lovetrings
stingrae666@lovetrings.com
///
i need a mf massage/
my neck
my back
😏😏😏
