today i dont feel like myself even a little bit and its really hard and makes me feel kindof honestly crazy and i hate that word a lot but thats how i feel like i feel insane and stupid and idk what sick joke it is but psych meds shouldnt throw people for a loop when they start like literally it should be the opposite idfk im angry at the world and i guess thats the post but i got to see jordan and we always have a v relaxing time!!