i may run in my sports bra bc i love the sun but my mom doesnt like me showing my body so i put my tshirt on before i come home

bc i respect my mother

before i respect myself.

and today my tshirt happens to be a hurst shirt i left in PA before i went to LA

legit dont know how to link a FB page but Hurst is mostly on fb so heres a pic

dis my college except now its a uni

founded in ’69 lmao

the year my mother was born

and i was born in ’96

the perfect story

has already been written

and before i can save

the world

i gotta save hurst

look closely

at the pic/

(well, at everything)

but the bottom of the pic

idk how to link fb

but ik how to save the world

just trust me hhahaha

as an equal

walk w me

and ill show u

i’ll save u, too.

promise.

so long as you work WITH ME

TOGETHER

AS EQUALS —

read the bible/

i am/

mines maroon/

read the bible/

see where they went wrong.

////

and keep sharing yr art hello

why do i have to beg

ughhhhh

im tired of begging

but ill keep

begging

pleading

“please”ing

until u cum w me

LMFAOOOO

JK

COME.

only one boo i can cum w —

literally lmao.

la la,

lemonade.

////

imma drop a link today —

just a link.

a voice memo

between my dad and me —

listen if u want/

can:

listen if you want

idc idc

idk

but if u want to listen?

and think w me?

and lead w me?

it sher wld mean a lot to

a little

frog

girl

like

me/

you/

us/

together/

as equals.

////

what do the kids call it?

podcast?

why is it called that?

someone @ me haha why dont i understand that word??

i can understand anything so long as someone walks me through it in a way i understand and trusts ill understand and has patience when my mania or whatever or my OCD cant let me listen

i promise i can

and im sure “podcast” is pretty easy.

id turn to google

which would be easier

but someone text me

or comment

or email

or just idk

idc

@ me

@ me always

@lways

@ me: @lovetrings

and just tell me what “podcast” means

in a way ill understand.

i learn:

visually first and foremost —

no,

experientially first and foremost/

im a triangle/

and i follow myself/

and i point up/

but i am equal

to all/

i am equal

to, yes,

you.

listen to my podcast

only if u want to —

its kinda long/

and it takes a bunch of

twists

and

turns

bc dassas howww i dooo!!!!

oh, yeah —

RAE, FOCUS.

////

rae learns:

in twists and turns (OCD)

in ups and downs (bipolar)

in trial and error (IBS LMAO & lactose intol.)

in faith (catholic/christian/God-following)

by following herself (experientially)

by following others (how i say that?)

VISUALLY (tats, art, writinguhhh, dancing, etc)

and she speaks in tongues no doubt lmao

and she speaks through this blog

to you —

to everyone reading;

thank you.

OH,

and im an opportunist fr no doubt

and im a leader for sure but

thats just me.

im a follower equally, too.

equally no doubt no doubt.

we in this together!!!!!

u w me??

YUH YUH!!

////

how do you learn?

how do u teach?

what the hell does “podcast” mean??

tell me in a way ill understand

and ill share what you

say to the world

if thats

cool cool cool

w you.

and yeah, you dicks,

i wear a mens large t-shirt everywhere i go p much hhaha

and im a size 6 in Lululemon

(buy me shit!! i love all Lulu!!

but dont get me anything else!!

actually dont buy me anything —

i like to pick out my own stuff.

hahahaha im so branded itS WILD

AND ZANY AND BONKERS)

dont buy me gifts.

give me love —

THAT i am not picky about

at all. i love all love. i love all

trings. i love all trings, yinz;

sorry!! am in pgh!!! yinzer pride

ya bish!!!

and im a size 27 in some jeans,

which i just found out,

and a size 26 in others, which —

okay,

that makes legitimately

no sense at all.

lets come together and figure out inches

hahahaha

what the hell

we cant even all be on the same

MEASURING FORMAT,

WORLD.

GET YER SHIT TOGETHER.

what? are we TOO LAZY

TO JOIN THE REST OF THE WORLD

IN HOW WE MEASURE???

ok, great fugginuh job, fam.

those are my measurements.

today im around 128 and the

perfect size for me.

and everyone is the perfect size

for them —

stop trying to lose weight.

stop trying to force change.

just exist.

be happy.

be bagel

LMAOOOOBE BAGEL

WHAT

BE BEAUTIFUL.

AND BAGEL.

BE BAGEL.

yr bagel, boo.

EVEN IF U CANT SEE IT

YET, I DO.

i know yr bagel

and beautiful

even if you cant see it yet.

////

dont push the river.

@leah @ethan the uber driver on the night i candy flipped into thinking i was alone in the universe///

yeah i broke through

on the other side

hhahahaha

but just for a min —

(4 months) —

(another story for another time)

but i found my way back —

always have//

always will.

and ill always find you, too!!

you have this link, don’t you?

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