i woke up and my body felt heavy and like a cage and my brain doesnt feel like my own so ive done what ive always done when i felt trapped: cry. and my mom came in and sat w me and i dont feel like myself today i dont feel human at all and thats okay bc today ken talked to me like a person and spencer checked in on me and everyone i love is so close (thank you, everyone. truly) thats all i wanted out of today