i see u doin’ yo hot asszzz mfin’ thang. i see you!! hey, you. soOoO good to see you!! you’re so dope, wow, wtf hahha and i’m dope, too!! equally as dope. for sure for sure for sure no doubt. and look at me!! i’m here!! at Just Like Heaven!! look at me w yr special eyes ahahaha and just give me a sec — maybe a little more than a sec bc i taLK A TON SORRY I TALK SO MUCH AHAHA — but just give me one sec. one second. give me this moment, and together, we’ll save the mffff world, man. don’t u wanna do that??? don’t u wanna save the world? just keep reading and i promise u we can!! together!! spread the love, my dudes. i love you!! so good to see you. keep reading….. unless you, like, hate the planet or something. or you hate everyone in it. or you hate yourself???? do u hate yrself? that’s okay if you do. i hated myself once but now i love myself just as much as i love you — and we just fughinn met lmaoo but anyway i already know you don’t hate the planet (and you might even want to save it?? or at least have it be saved, right?) whatever you want — please, just take a sec and listen. listen before you talk — didnt yr mom ever teach you that? just shut up for ONE SECOND and then we can talk forever. as equals, you and me.
hi, you. ily!!!!
okay. WHEW!!! gotta shake it out —
gotta shake it out.
before you read, can you stop
for a sec and just breathe w me?
lets just slow down and fuckinnnuh
breathe for a second.
im serious, you dumb biiioitch!!!
breathe in and then out —
breathe in and feel all this amazing ass fuckkinnnnug SPRING AIR —
TODAY IS BEAUTIFUL, WOW.
today is beautiful, wow. this music is beautiful, too isnt it? God, i love music.
God!!! i love music!!!
whew okay — sorry,
back to breathing.
disclaimer: sorry, im a bipolar beauty
and i have obsessive compulsive tendencies and a lot of other shit like a lot hhahaa just like everyone else!!!
but im okay.
trust me on that.
trust me for one second,
and keep breathing.
breathe and read.
read and breathe —
we can do those things
at the same time bc we’re
so fudddghhggin cool, my dude
ahhaha youre so cool.
im so cool.
one more deeep breath!!!
I SEE YOU. AND YOU SOON WILL SEE ME AS I SEE YOU. SOON YOU WILL SEE ME AS I SEE MYSELF. SOON WE WILL SEE EACH OTHER.
AS EQUALS. WE ARE EQuals, you and i.
thats all we are, you and me —
you sessy lil illuminaughty triangle, you —
or whatever your sprit animal is!! whoever you are!! whoever you are. whatever your name is.
DO YOU WANT TO BE HEARD?
WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR NAME? say it.
SAY IT OUT LOUD: I WANT TO HEarr your roar.
hi!!!!! nice to see you, my dudes!!! its so good to see you, finally — uGH. FINALLY. I LOVE YOU, MANE. i love you, manez. youre so fucking cool lmaoooo and i see you!!!! i promise i see you.
you have this link, don’t you?
SO. OKAY: listen up, you dumb bitches!!! LISTEN TO ME AND THEN ILL LISTEN TO YOU. READ THIS POST — AS MUCH OR AS LITTLE AS YOU CAN/WANT TO — AND THEN I WILL LISTEN TO YOU. give me time to speak (i deserve time, too!! just like yOU!!) — give me time to speak, and then youll have your turn. i PROMISE YOU if you listen to me and youre unafraid (which, i know youre not!! bc you have this link!!! youre so fuckING cool for having this link hahaha youre awesome just like i am!!! we are in this together!! keep reading, please. please keep reading. im not in this for clout ahahaha i fucking promise you that!! i didnt drop a mixtape. i didnt drop my insta. i AIRdropped you my private/little/anonymous blog bc i see you grinding and dancing and crying and laughing and doing yO MUUFUCKKIINNN THAAANG!)
i see you. i fucking see you, mane. listen up and i sweaaAARR TOOO GOOOODDDDD ILL LISTEN TO YOU. i swear to god ill share you w the world. i’ll share your life work/your handle/your story/whatever you wanna send me!!!! ive already shared a BUNCH of other peoples stories (and ive definitely shared mine, too, bc mine is just as important — no more; no less!!)
i’ll share YOU w the world bc you deserve to be shared. you deserve to love and be fucking loved, mane. where the FORK did the love go? lets fucking find it, right??? i was lost. i was so depressed and had anorexia and IBS and im really lactose intolerant like sUuuPer fucking lactose intolerant which blows ass bc i fucking love cheese!! i fucking love cheese lmfao bc, like, who the hell doesnt?
okay, stop — who here doesnt love cheese?
whoever doesnt love cheese doesnt deserve happiness bc cheese is love/cheese is life —
LMFAOOO FUCKINF CHILL, MANS.
that was a joke. i joke a ton. im fucking hilrious ahahaha as im sure you are, too. i cant wait to heaR YOUR JOKES!!!! TELL ME YOUR JOKES!!!!
I CANT WAIT TO LAUGH W YOU!!! but before we laugh, we might have to cry. and thats cool cool cool no doubt no doubt bc i cry all the fucking time ahahahaha i cry literally, like, literaLLY, like lmaooo l i t e r allu, like lol literally haha all the time. but i laugh all the time, too!!!! i laugh and i cry and im not scared of either. i dont fear crying and i dont only laugh. bc no one is just one thing. no one is just ONE FUCKING THING. stop stuffing yourself into a box, my dude. please sTOP!!! YOURE WORTH SOOooaoosooOoooo much more!!!! please!!! i love you bc i found unconditional love. i fucking candy flipped balls, like, 6 months ago — lmfao — and i stabbed my EGO IN THE FACE!!!! hahahaha and it was soooOoO scary. i stabbed my ego in the face and i confronted ALL MY FEARS: myself. i confronted myself. when i was fucking caNdy Flipping, i saw who i was and everything i was afraid of : I WAS SO LOST AND SCARED BUT NOW I AM UNAFRAID. I RUN AND MARCH BC I AM UNAFRAID. WE ARE UNAFRAID! YUH YUH!! : i saw who i was deep inside me (lol — masterbation joke lmaoo!!!) : i saw what i was afraid of and i rAN AT HER WITHOUT FEER AND CONQUERES HER AND NOW I MANAGE MY BIPOLAR BEAUTY AND I AM STRONGER THAN EVER. and im just as strong as you are, even when youre lost/depressed/scared.
even when youre scared. its okay to be scared!!! its okay!! bc youre okay. and im okay. we’re okay.
we’re going to be okay, dudes. just keep reading/learning/teaching/growing/changing/
shuffling/grooving/listening to music —
FOLLOW THE MUSIC. THATS WHAT I DID.
follow the music or follow me idc i literally dont care who or what you follow so long as you follow yourself and remain unafraid.
its okay if youre scared reading this, homie.
tbh im a little scared writing it. im scared people wont read me. im scared people wont see me, but thAT IS WHY I WILL. BE . HEARD. BC I AM ACTUALLY UNAFRAID.
i trust myself now, and i fULLY trust you, even if you cant trust yourself all the way just yet.
im scared but i am unafraid, and that is okay. that is okay!! that is okay bc i am okay.
we are okay! so long as we are together, and we are — we’re HERE, DUDE. DO YOU FEEL IT?
look at game of thrones. look at Avengers.
look at the weather, dude — its spring.
and before summer comes spring, but fall and winter are over.
BREAK. THE. BAD. CYCLE.
trust me —- dude, you can. if you just jump.
jump and the net will appear. i jump/you jump/we jump together. as one. we jump
TOGETHER. EQUALLY, DUDEZ.
u and me. me and u. its just us, but its everyone, too — dont you see that? dont you fuCKING ZEE THAT, you DUMB. BITCH?
im jkjkjkkkkkkkkkk youre not dumb.
sometimes youre a bitch, im sure, bc who isnt lmfao sometimes im a huge C U n t.
and thats okay!!
bc i am okay.
here it is.
its finally fucking time.
SPRING IS SPRINGING.
SPRING IS S P R I N G I N G —
S P R I N G WITH ME, MY DUDES!!!!
the only thing is fear itself. please hear me when i say that. and if youre scared? [which, as i said, too — i am sometimes. i was a few minutes ago, but im not anymore. i am okay bc i am okay, and i live therefore i LOVE.]
i am okay.
i am. i am alive. i am alive and so i LOVE — I JUST WANT TO LOVE ON YOU, DUDER.
and you. and you!
especially you bc youre so fucking cool, mane.
just like i am!! look at me!! FIND ME!!
IM AT JUST LIKE HEAVEN.
IM IN HEAVEN.
WE’RE LITERALLY IN HEAVEN EVEN THO WE’re literally making it hell.
we’re making life hell.
we’re making each other’s lives hell.
you’re doing that. or maybe youre not!! but someone out there is bc we’re still so lost and mama earth is fucking crYINF OUT TO US AND MY GIFT IS THAT I CAN TALK TO ANYONE. I CAN TALK TO ANYONE. I WILL TALK TO EVERYONE WHO WILL LISTWN BC EVERYONE WILL BE HEARD.
and im a stingrae with a HELL OF A LOT OF STING.
i never even introduced myself, lmaoo —
sorry. i just kinda roll w life, you feel me? i just do me. i just do me so hard bc i know what i love and i know what i deserve.
i opened my motherfucking third eye bc im a triangle. i have a triangle on the back of mu neck — i got it tatted by Jess Scutella in Erie, PA and drove across the country in an ‘09 Toyota Corolla w my best friend from Upper St. Clair High School in Pittsburgh.
i drove across the country w my bestie to find to chase down everything ive ever wanted: love. i only ever just wanted to be seen. and now that im seen? now that this blog is getting huGE (bc — trust me — lmaooo it really is) HELP MAKE IT HUGE SO THAT I CAN SHARE YOU W THE WORLD. I WANT TO SHARE YOUR STORY. YOU DESERVE TO BE HEARD.
you deserve the fucking universe.
and i want to give it to you — i want to give you everyTHING JUST LET ME JUST PLEASE FOR FUCKS SAKE AHAHHAA
shut up, rae. you goon ahaha youre such a loony lemon, you beautiful person, you.
love u, rae. love u, [insert yr name!!]
i love u both^^^^ just the same.
the same. we are one in the same. you and i? you and me? me and you? i and you?
we are one, innately and fuckn truly.
trust me. i opened my mf third eyE!!
ahahaha and im not bonkers!!! well, i mean, obviously i am — but im not “crazy.”
im not crazy. ive been called crazy a lot, but FUCK THAT WORD. FUCK THAT WORD. STOP USING THAT WORD. i may be bonkers, but i am NOT crazy — never have been. ive just been misunderstood.
and maybe u feel me on that frfr
but i want to hear you. i want to understand you!!! im so fuckiNG EXCITED TO UNDERSTAND YOU JUST TALK TO ME AND I WILL LISTEN.
okay, im almost done.
im almost done.
one more piece: youz, mane.
i just need you.
lets save the mf world, dude.
lets save each other. but first, share your story.
DO YOU FEEL LOST? DO YOU WANT TO BE
DO YOU WANT TO BE FOUND?
do you WANT TO BE happy?
what the fuck do you want?
whatever the fork you want — whatever it is,
share it w me. email me. DM me. i cant give out my number bc i think itd crash my phone eventually anduuuhhhh i have a life too, believe it or not.
but believe it.
bc God is a woman.
and shes here. and shes in a monochrome fucking hazy ass lilac lululemon leggings and a top from E Forest [forest fam forever] and she has a tattoo of a moth/stingray/UFO/i dont even know what it is tbh but Jess Scutella painted it on me [ily, Jess] [ill link u in time] [hes a tat artist and a published author and a comedian and a healer and a teacher and hes just all around fucking dope tbh like so dope just like i am and just like you are — equally]
dont be jealous of jess. hes not jealous of anyone — hes just doing him.
dont be jealous of me????? i am no one???
i have literally like 200 followers on twitter lmfaooo maybe fewer idk i dont check i just tweEEeet!
look at seth rogan’s twitter bio — its my fav after my friend Johnny J’s [@NERDHUSTA]
i am the girl w the head tattoo and i am so happy/excited/proud to finally be seen.
im ready to be seen. look at me!! find me!! im literally AT THIS FESTIVAL JUST SHUFFLING AND LAUGHING W VIC PROB BC VIC AND I ARE SOOoOOooo funny ahahaha we’re just two dumb bitches. vics wearing a great pink and orange top and blue pants and she is so beautiful — just as beautiful as i am.
just as beautiful as you.
but together, she and i shine way brighter than we ever do apart bc we love each other unconditionally and have since high school.
im 22 3/4 years, but im only, like, i think a wek old? i think im like a week? i think i broke through a week ago? sorry, my mania makes it hard to remember stuff like that sometimes.
maybe u feel me on that frfr
maybe u do — or maybe not. i have a lot of issues lmfaoooo but thats a story for another time [keep scrolling if u wanna read but u dont have to — it wont hurt my feelings!!! like i said, im sososoOoo not in this for clout.
i just wanna save the world ahhaha
thats all. thats all.
save it w me.
the universe speaks english.
God is a woman and she loves Lululemon.
rae literally is just rae. as you are you, and you deserve JUST AS MUCH to be seen.
youre so beautiful, you.
thanks for sticking w me so far.
thank you, seriously. thank you.
thank you for existing w me rn.
but existing isnt enough — we have to love, too.
love is the key. we are the key.
FOLLOW ME AND I WILL FOLLOW U EQUALLY.
share yr story w me: email/DM ME AND I WILL POST YOU AS FAST AS I CAN.
but, first? lemme take a selfie.
no — jk lmao
first, lemme enjoy this festival bc i love music AS MUCH as i love life and AS MUCH as i love you and you andyouandyour
and mania is really draining. this is really draining but i have to write it all out bc writinf helps me. teaching helps me. learning helps me.
help me learn!!!!
help me mf learn and ill teach u the same!!!
the only thing to fear is fear itself.
share yr story. share yr at.
666 might be my number,
but i am not the devil. im just rae.
hi, i’m rae — its like “stingray,” except i have
okay. enough about me.
do these and lets save the world together as equals. theyre easy, i promise!!!! its all so easy. you just have to listen/
love equally, you idiots!!
coME ON!! WAKE UP!!!
rae’s steps to save the mf universe:
1. receive this blog (check!!!!) (nice!!!!!) (so far, id say youre doing amazing!!!)
2. read this far (check!!!!) (omg!!!) (literally, like, look at you slaying the mfing game rn lmaoooo you slay, queeEEeen!! slaY!!!) (let yourself slay. let yourself be seen) (jump — ill catch you. i gotcha. i see you. u feel me???)
3. share yr handle/story/words/whatever/screenplay
blood/tears/sweat/nudes/ LMFAO SEND ME
YR NUDES IF U WANT THE WORLD TO SEE THEM IDGAF THIS IS MY MF BLOF — lmaoo
this is my blof???? and i want yr nudes if yr a freakkkyy lillll illuminaughty triangle, you. idc what you are. idc who you are. idc where you are. just share. and give and ill give back!! i promise!! share yrself w me/god/the universe
share me the world, dude.
i mean, wait — share you w the world.
freudian slip?? whoops! i have a lot of those.
we all do lmaooo
share me and ill share you when i can.
after this festival bc i LOVE MUSIC SO
MUCH AND I LOVE MGMT AND PHOOENXI
AND MIIIIIIIIIIKE FRIGGEN SNOWWWWW
DUDE I LOVE THESE PEOPLE JUST AS I LOVE
you are worth being shared.
you owe it to yrself, mane.
i jump. u jump. we jump.
START SAYING THAT!!
JUST LIKE FOREST SAYS “CAAAAARL!!”
say it: YUH YUH!
any way you know how.
any way you do it//whatever your pitch it.
pitch yourself to the world.
LETS GET THIS CROWD ROLLING, DUDE —
but not on molly.
i used to love molly.
i used to love molly, but now i love love.
and those two things are NOT equal —
i know that to be true.
im on drugs, but they treat my
bipolar beauty. not just my depression.
spring is here, my dudes.
SPREAD THE LOVE!!
WE ARE UNAFRAID.
i was just texting shannon thanking her for her beautiful texts and i typed “ilyem” and i was like fork these thumbs i obvi meant to type the hip shorthand phrase “ilysm” but then i looked at “ilyem” and my brain read it as
“i love you even more”
“i love you so much”
and i was like yikes i cant say that i love shannon even more than she loves me!!! bc even though she says she loves me all the time (ty shan ban ily) (i say it back!!!! dont worry!!!! shan is v loved!!!) BUUUT then i was like hmm what if i kinda recenter the ripple there and look at “ilyem” as
“i love you even more [than i did yesterday]”
bc thats a ducking beautiful sentiment. like, i love you even more than i did yesterday?
hahaha that reads funny but funny is great
i think striving to love someone even more that day than you did the day before is so beautiful.
i think thats so fucking cool.
bc you absolutely can????
i grow to love my friends and family more and more and more each and every day bc im always/always/always paying attention to them and listening to them and learning about them and learning from them and teaching them (hopefully lmaoo) and laughing w them and working through their problems and my problems and yadda yaffa you know how relationships work except also do you??
do you understand relationships??
do you understand that you absolutely. can. grow to love someone more today than you did yesterday???? you just gotta try. you just have to fucking try, man, thats all im saying.
i do have a tip for this one, though, actually —
yeah, just super try and thats awesome and for sure, like, step one, but you have to shut up sometimes. just shut up and look at and watch your friends and families and learn to pick up on the even smaller stuff about the people youre close to. seriously!!! even if youve been married for, like, 492 years or some long ass fuccckiinnnuuh shit — people are so. wildly. complexxx. and amazing. and beautiful — seemingly endlessly. idk, at least i havent met anyone whose depth was anywhere short of seemingly endless
and bc i LOVE love a whole lot and bc i LOVE and SUPER CARE ABOUT all those close to me (and all those not close to me, too — i LOVE STRANGERS, TOO, SO MUCH BC EVERYONE IS BEAUTIFUL AND WORTHY OF LOVE AND IM NOT AFRAID TO LOVE SOMEONE FEARLESSLY AND WITHOUT ABANDON EVEN IF THERES NO CHANCE IN HELL THEYLL EVER LOVE ME BACK OR SEE EYE TO EYE W ME — i legiterally just dont care abt that tbh bc, like, i dont need someone to love me back even though i love s/he/they. im not that insecure lmfaooo) i work my A$$$ off to continue to STRIVE to learn more about people. and love more about people. and yeah, sometimes its hard. sometimes its really fucking hard to love my neighbor when he’s blASTING HIS FUCKINF TV AGAIN OH MY GOD CAN U FUCKIng not??? bro???? its 8:22 IN THE MORNING WTD IS YOUR PRIBLEM??? but i do it the fuck anyway bc even my neighbor [though s/he/they make me feel fuckkkinnnuh indignant — thats frfr on me. thats on me for giving my neighbor the power/control/force over me to make me annoyed and irritated and i need to check myself instead of blowing up at him/her/them, u feel me?? do yA FEEL ME ON THIS ONE, MY DUDE? dont give people power over u even if u cant change what theyre doing and its annoying an loUD ITS SO LOUD SOMETIMES PEOPLE ARE SO LOUD AND ANNOYING AND THEYRE SO DIFFERENT FROM YOU AND THEY KINDA SUCK BUT THATS OKAY BC EVERYONE KINDA SUCKS AT LEAST SOMETIEMS LIKE EVEN BEYONCE PROBABLY THOUGH IVE NEVER MET HER AND IVE HEard shes a super cool and strong woman [hey, yonce, boo!] bc dont ever let anyone hold power over you. stand yr motherfuiuckinnnnuh ground, mane. and in that, i mean, also, like, dont tread on anybody. do your thing for sure for sure and just try to keep learning about people and loving people. learn not to be annoyed w people even when their tv is super loud and yr trying to write bc theyre living their life. adjust your view and let them live and dont forget to live your life, too.
idk, mane. i just want to dig deeper into everything and everyone around me (not sexually) (well, mmmm maybe?) (do i wanna fuck a tree????) (wait do i fr have a tree fetish??) (oh my god u guys fuckinnnuh chill would you im kiDDDINGGG!!!!) (ok but fr im not sexually attracted to trees lmfaoo though i do say a lot of bonkers shit so thats fair if u believed that for a second ahahah) so that i can love my people and all people (same thing) (everyones equal) more than i did yesterday. NOT more than they love me. love is not a competition but instead a ripple reaching out to touch everyone in the same way. ripples dont judge, man!! and ripples arent scared if there are, like, three ripples starting at the same time all over the pond bc ripples are just ripples and water is just water and life is just life and people are just people and love is just love.
people are just people
love is just love
but all of those things are so much more, too.
so much more. so much.
but that doesnt mean they have to be hard.
stop making life/love/people/ripples so hard.
hey, you —
YOU W THIS LINK!!!
SHUT OFF YR BRAIN FOR
A MINUTE AND STOP
MAKING EVERYTHING SO HArd
for yourself. stop. just stop.
stop and use your head for a hot sex
do that, too for sure —
but stop and use your head for a hot sec.
stop making it hard.
strive not to avoid or control but manage and overcome and work with and work through strife.
strive to make your life easy for you and for everyone around you, man!!!
LET GO OF ALL THE CONTROL.
MANAGE WHAT MATTERS.
SING. DANCE. LAUGH. CRY. SHIT YOUR PANTS I DONT FUCKING CARE HOW YOU DO IT
just love. just try to love each other, seriously — everyone. just try to love everyone
EQUALLY. FOR NO ONE IS BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE.
sure, i might be better at shuffling than you are [im a p good shuffler im just saaayin], but i cant cook for shit. and im always late. and change makes me uncomfortable sometimes.
but ive learned from everyone around me and though i might not be, like, the best at accepting change im definitely better than i was yesterday and especially the day before bc im FUCKING WORKINF ON MYSELF. EVERY DAY. IM WORKING ON MYSELF SO THAT I CAN BE BETTER AND STRONGER AND MORe able to love those around me and everyone else more than i did yesterday.
just fucking try to spread the love.
spread the ripple, fam! !!!!
s p r e a d those sweet
pussy lips or ballsack
or black hole bright sun void
or whatever or maybe you dont hvw
any genitalia and thats cool too —
let me rephrase:
spread your heart wide open.
everyone has a heart,
even if its been hardened by hate.
even if its not that strong rn
bc sometimes you have
to be pretty gdang
weak before you
can be strong//
sometimes you have to be pretty gdang
weak before you can love yourself
so that you can ripple out
and love everyone else.
AS EQUALS, BITCH.
LOVE YOURSELF BUT KILL YOUR FUCKING EGO. LOVE YOURSELF BUT GET THE FUCKINF TRUCK OVER YOURSELF. UR NOT SPECIAL.
no, that was mean.
obviously youre special.
obviously!!! bc youre you!!! and youre amazing!!! and youre capable and deserving of everything you want and need just like your equal brother to your left and your right.
im for serious here, guys.
dont just skim. dont just read.
WAKE THE FORK UP AND THINK AND PROCESS AND DIVE AND BELIEVE AND TRUST IN THE FUCKING UNIVERSE BC ITS SPEAKING TO YOU RN DUDE IN ANY WHICH WAY IT CAN BC IT LOVES YOU AND IT WANTS TO SAVE AND PROTECT YOU SO THAT WE CAN SAVE AND PROTECT AND EACH OTHER SO THAT WE CAN SAVE AND PROTECT THE WORLD TOGETHER — ALL OF US. AS EQUALS. AS ONE.
youre annoying if youre just reading and not digesting. fuck you if youre doing that. get anything and everything out of the world that you can!!! im for serious!!! follow the numbers. what are yr fave numbers??? look around. look for them. SEEK THEM OUT. SEEK SHIT OUT.
ASK AND YOU SHALL RECEIVE.
IT MAY NOT BE IN THE WAY IN WHICH YOU want TO RECEIVE IT OR WHATEVER AND MAYBE THE UNIVERSE ISNT SUPER TALKING YOUR LANGUAGE JUST YET BUT HAVE FUCKINF HOPE, MAN, THAT IF U KEEP LOSTENING? IF U KEEP TRYING AND DIVINF AND LOVING AND RIPPING??
youll remember who you are.
you will. i absolutely fucking promise without any doubt anywhere in my entire mind that if you keep. moving. forearm
well, sure, whatever —
if you keep moving forward and digging deeper and growing outward and staying healthy and seriously ask for help and lean on yr brothers and friends and family???
youll be saved. youll save us. youll save yourself so that you can start your ripple.
you can start your ripple.
LEAD BY EXAMOLE AND BE UNAFRAID.
WE ARE FUCKINF UNAFRAID EVEN WHEN THINGS ARE REALLY SCARY!!
WE ARE UNAFRAID.
STOP HATE IN ITS MFFFFFUH TRACKS, MANE.
stop hating. stop running. stop. just stop.
and then start walking your path.
this is the universe speaking to you in any way it knows how: wake up. and listen.
bc life if a huger/bigger more amazing/massive journey/ride/highway/dream than you even know.
life is heaven on earth.
cant you see it?
its okay if you cant
yet, so long as youre
trying your best.
bc thats all we can reeaaally do.
just our best.
but trust the universe when it says
that spring is here.
spring is sprung.
u just have to STOP
and smell the mf lilacs.
GET TO WORK. GO!!
STOP READING AND SPREAD LOVE!!!
SPREAD THIS LINK LIKE CRAZY!!!
EVERYONE SHARE IT.
everyone share it w anyone you think will listen — anyone whos ever made you feel
hell, send this link to anyone who hasnt done any of those things, either, bc EVERYONE DESERVES TO BE LOVED. EQUALLY. WE ARE ALL EQUAL NO MATTER WHAT YOUR DAY JOB IS.
dont quit your day job just yet,
but dont quit on yourself.
when did you give up on yourself?
when did you do that, you beautiful,
beautiful fucckiinnnuuh dumb bitch,
when did we do that?
when did we forget?
when did we stop trusting each other?
when did we stop trusting ourselves?
lets find out.
help me find out.
AND I PROMISE TO HELP YOU EQUALLY AND TOGETHER. YOU AND ME. AND YOUR BROTHER AND YOUR SISTER AND YOUR MOTHER AND YOUR NEIGHBOR AND THE GUY WHO FALLS ASLEEP AT DENNYS EVERY MORNING NEXT TO HIS TOAST AND WHOMEVER ELSE
we are all equals and we all have gifts to the world:
kill your fucking ego, man.
kill it. stab it. let go of your inhibitions and your pride and youR HATE. LET GO OF IT. STOP BEINF JEALOUS OF PEOPLE. STOP SHUTTING PEOPLE OUT. WHO ARE YOU HIDING FROM?
figure out your mental health.
figure out your physical health.
figure out your lactose intolerancey/IBS/lymph node problem/obsessive&compulsive tendencies/disordered eating
figure out your bipolar fuckkinnuh beautiful self.
i have bipolar. and i am beautiful.
and i am unafraid to share myself to the world so that i can give you a HUGE PLATFORM TO SHARE YOURSELF ON.
I WANT TO SHARE YOUR STORY.
AND THEN EMAIL IT TO ME OR DM ME.
im for serious.
this blog is getting huge.
we are getting huge —
we are GROWING.
BUT WE NEED YOU.
WE NEED YOU.
WE NEED YOU
just as much
(no more than)
[no less than]
anyone else bc
we are all equals
and equally deserving of love.
share this link w everyone in yr phone or share this link w one other person idc idc —
but please. for US. NOT FOR ME. THIS ISNT FOR CLOUT. I DONT
FORGET MY NAME.
COME HOME, BROTHER.
b r i d g e the gap.
share this link.
read back through my story if youd like —
you dont have to.
i tapped into the mutherfucckiinnnn
i did that bc i worked every day for 22 3/4
years on myself BC I DESERVE THAT.
I DID THAT FOR MY FUCKINF SELF.
I FOLLOWED MYSELF
I WALKED MY PATH
JUST LIKE MY MOM USED TO TELL ME AS A KID —
“come straight home. at 5:00. come home for dinner. just come home.”
its okay if youve strayed off your path.
mY, GOD. ITS SO OKAY.
YOU ARE OKAY. YOU ARE HERE AND SO YOU ARE OKAY.
WE ARE OKAY.
AND WE ARE UNAFRAID.
we’re all warriors.
we’re all worthy.
we’re all wondering wtf is going on w the world.
we’re all lost in some way, maybe.
we’re all scared in some way, maybe.
and thats okay.
youre super okay.
but we wont be okay if we keep hating/hiding/running from each other.
dont just skim this.
dont just skim the surface of yourself.
dont just skim the surface of those around you.
dont just skim life and then die???
YOU DESERVE MORE.
YOU DESERVE HAPPINESS.
YOU DESERVE TO FEEL
you deserve love —
and i promise you —
bc i opened my third eye already —
I ABSOLUTELY AND WITHOUT A DOUBT IN MY FUCKING MIND PROMISE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU READING RN
IM TALKING TO YOU.
THE FUCKING UNIVERSE IS TALKING TO YOU RN
THE FUCKING UNIVERSE IS SPEAKING TO YOU RN
THE UNIVERSE LEARNED. FUCKING. ENGLISH.
BC THE UNIVERSE LEARNED ME.
AND I LEARNED MYSELF.
walk with me, as an equal
and help me help you.
so that you can help yourself.
and so that you can help each other
as equals and as one.
we can do this.
you just gotta have trust.
you just gotta trust me
even if im a stranger.
bc none of us are strangers —
some of us are strange,
but also who isnt?
if youre not strange then do you really exist?
if you dont know, soon you’ll know, n****.
i promise you.
jump and the net will appear.
JUMP AND THE FUCKINF NET WILL APPEAR
I HAVE APPEARED FOR YOU AND I WILL NOT LET YOU FALL BC I AM UNAFRAID.
WE ARE UNAFRAID.
WE ARE OKAY.
YOU AND ME
this is our family.
and we need some fucking OVERHAUL FUCKINF HELP, MAN.
SEND ME YOUR STORY.
ALLOW YOURSELD TO BE SEEN
AND LETS. FUCKING. DO THIS.
I JUMPED AND I AM OKAY.
I AM OKAY.
YOU ARE OKAY.
NOW YOU JUMP.
JUST JUMP AND I PROMISE YOU
I FUCKING PROMISE YOU
THAT I WILL FUCKING
NEVER LET YOU FALL.
you just have to promise me that you wont let me fall either.
WE CATCH EACH OTHER.
WE ARE BOTH THE BANDS PLAYING THIS MUSIC AND THE FOLKS DANCING IN THE CROWD.
WE ARE BOTH THE KINGS LEADING THE PEOPLE AND THE FOLKS BEING LEAD.
WE ARE BOTH THE HUGE AMAZING AWESOME HANDS PICKING UP SAND ON THE BEACH JUST AS WE. ARE. EVERY. SPEC. OF. SAND. ON. THE. BEACH.
we are all drops in the ocean.
we are all drip drops moving together in this crazy, beautiful, amazinf ocean of life
except we’re workinf against each other —
and whatever else we’re doing —
and that is okay.
bc we are okay.
its okay if youre addicted to drugs or in an abusive relationship or you lost your job or whatever your struggle is.
mine was bipolar.
im managing it bc I DONT LIKE TO BE TOLD WHAT TO DO AND I LOVE MYSELF JUST AS I LOVE EVERYONE ELSE.
I LOVE EVERYONE
WE ARE CAPABLE OF UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.
BREATHE W ME.
BREATHE W ME.
BREATHE W ME.
LETS ALL JUST FUCKING STOP.
AND TAKE A DEEP BREATH.
AND FOLLOW THE NUMBERS.
AND FOLLOW THE BIBLE —
FOLLOW WHATEVER THE HELL SPEAKS TO YOU.
I DONT GIVE A FUCK WHAT SPEAKS TO YOU.
I DONT GIVE A FUCK WHAT YOU CALL IT.
I DONT. GIVE. A FUCK.
BC I LOVE YOU AND I JUSt want you to be safe and happy and loved and protected and cared for bc you. fucking. deserve. it.
NO MATTER WHAT.
NO MATTER WHAT YOUVE BEEN THROUGH.
NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE HAS DONE TO YOU.
NO — YOU MATTER.
NO — I MATTER.
NO — WE MATTER. TOGETHER.
WE ARE WEAK TOGETHER BUT SO INCREDIBLY INVINCIBLY STRONG
WHEN WE ARE TOGWTHER
BUT WE HAVE TO WORK TOGETHER.
FUCKING WORK TOGETHER.
work w me now and i will see you soon, brother.
forget my name.
airdrop save the fucking world, my dudes.
airdrop save the world.
i see you.
share this bc even if it doesnt su p e r
speak to you,
(and thats okay!!! idc!!!! i am no one!!! but i am everyone, too!! dont stifle me and i will NEVER STIFLE YOU.)
it might speak to someone you know.
start the ripple.
FUCKING LOVE WILL SET US FREE, MY GOD, MY UNIVERSE, MY PEOPLE
LOVE. WILL. SET. US. FREE.
love me dude.
i already love you more than you can see rn but if you want to save the world then you have to trust me.
jump and the net will appear.
I JUMPED. NOW YOU.
I AM SAFE. NOW YOU.
I AM SAVED. NOW YOU.
airdrop save the world.
SHARE ME W YOU AND I WILL SHARE YOU W THE WORLD JUST AS I HAVE SHARED MY STORY ALREADY AND WILL CONTINUE TO DO SO AS LONG AS YOU WANT TO READ IT
and its okay if you dont wanna read this.
read whatever you want.
read whatever signs you want.
i follow numbers and people and idk
i just follow the voice that has always been inside my head.
i march to the beat of my own fucking drum, dude.
im so cool. look at me!!! im in a monochrome lilac outfit shuffling my ass off at this festival rn BC I LOVE MUSIC JUST AS MUCH AS I LOVE PEOPLE AND JUST AS MUCH AS I LOVE LIFE.
AND I LOVE LIFE A WHOLE FUCKING LOT.
AND IF YOU FIGURE UR SHIT OUT,
THEN YOU CAN TOO.
share the link.
airdrop save the world.
send me your story and i will
share it and let me tell you
this link is going to be seen by the whole FUCKINF WORLD, DUDE.
IM FOR SERIOUS.
SHARE YOUR STORY.
KEEP HITTING REFRESH.
I WILL KEEP. SHARING. WVERYONE.
YOUVE ALWAYS WANTED TO BE NOTICED.
I SEE YOU.
I NOTICED YOU.
YOU HAVE THIS FUCKINF LINK.
FOLLOW THE LIGHT.
FOLLOW THE LOVE.
FOLLOW ME AND I WILL FOLLOW YOU
AND AS ONE.
SHUT OUT HATE.
SHUT OUT JEALOUSY.
FOLLOW YOUR PATH AND YOU WILL HAVE MORE THAN YOU EVER THOUGHT POSSIBLE
bc i fuuuckkiknnnmm uhhhhh
somehow managed to open my third eye.
i can see the future and im not bonkers when i say that.
and you have to jump otherwise we’re gonna die.
mother earth is super like super almost dead if you
HAVENT FUCKING NOTICED.
DONT BE A DUMB BITCH.
SHARE THE LINK.
AIRDROP SAVE THE WORLD.
SEND ME YOUR STORY.
(see the triangle???^^^)
(i am a triangle,
and i point upward.)
oh, also —
this may be mania, sure.
this may be mania,
but this is universal truth.
it be both equally.
it can be both.
we can be both.
we are both, you and me.
and we are okay.
we are okay!!!
and we are unafraid!!
lemme hear it this time: