i have to pay rent

its so silly

that i have to

pay rent

still.

but i do.

i have to pay

rent today.

and i have to

take medication

right now.

medication

exists to help

and as ive said

before —

theres nothing to fear.

i am so resistant

when others tell me

what to do

except ethan.

i see him.

i know he knows

whats right for me

when i dont know whats

right for myself.

thank you, ethan.

thank you.

i hear you.

rae —

pay rent.

take your meds.

take care of yourself

so that you can

take care of

others.