i stan w u

idesk

(lmaooooo i wrote that

to mean “i dont

even super know”

but i accidentally

just manifested

Apple’s next product.

lmfao. check the date now

and then see — i know

i’m right

ahahahahahaaaaaollooo

ive gone looopppyyyyyy)

/////

i dont even super

know

what

“stan”

means,

but i think i do???

sometimes i dont

understand

what the kids are

saying

at first,

but i will.

i will work until

i do —

i can promise you that.

just tALK TO ME

AND I WILL HEAR YOU

AND I WILL LISTEN

AND I WILL DO

EVERYRBINF I CAN

TO HELP YOU OR

I WILL

FIND SOMEONE ELSE

WHO CAN HELP YOU

BC I CAn do that for you —

please let me do that

for you.

id love to do that for you

so fucking badly.

but i cant hear you

unless you talk to me.

im listeningkleosnemodpppooi

/////

moving forward,

i cant promise you

that i wont hurt you.

ethan taught me that

like four days ago.

and i cant promise you

that i wont fail you

at some point bc

i am perfectly

imperfect —

just like you.

but when i do make

a promise to you,

i will keep it.

all i have is my word.

and love —

i have a ton of that, too.

and fuckiNG LAUNDRY —

HOLY SHit, like,

dude this is wild

bc i can think at the

speed of light but i cant

ficking get a handle on my

laundry hahahah

im such a loser

but also a winner.

hear how i talk about myself.

hear how i love myself

but also question myself/

everything — all the time.

thats all im doing.

im just thinking and writing

and listening and learning

and growing and changing

just like you.

you’re doing amazing —

seriously. you are.

holy gOD youre doing

amazing, and i see you.

i see you even when its

so hard.

even when you cant see

yourself//////i see you.

but i can only touch you

if you first

touch yourself ~~ ~~~~

(hahahhaa ok

that was fucking brilliant

and you know it.

GO TOUCH YRSELF

HOWEVER YOU DO THAT!!!)

////////

ohhhhhh,yeah……

and just a raeminder:

i have “sting”

on my pinky —

and trust me

when i say this

bc this is truth:

you

do not

want to fuck w

my sting.

oorah.

i stan w u

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