but i knew who i was,
so i followed it.
i didnt listen to
the bullies
or the car horns
(i have legitimately
cried bc people have
honked at me before.
im a terrible driver
and i try my best and
it hurts me when people
honk at me. im just
doing my best. and they
honk — but i didnt
intentionally cut them off.
i didnt do that on purpose;
im just a shit driver.
still hurts. i have cried
when people have honked
at me.)
or the i guess anything,
really. i just tuned it out.
i said, “fuck you. i
see through you. i dont
know what im supposed
to be doing/i dont know
why im here but i am
okay and i will find
myself again as i have
done so twice before.”
i said that and i didnt
know that i said that
to myself.
im always talking
to myself.
im always talking
to others
as myself.
im always talking.
im always thinking.
and you are, too!!!!
youre so, so, so,
sosososososoososos
good at thinking and
talking, you are.
hear me when i say
you are.
youre just talking and
thinking about the
wrong stuff.
transcend the bullshit.
transcend.
think about what that word
means, dammit.
it exists for a reason.
you exist for a reason.
lets roll, fam.