slow down.

hey!

stop!

hey, you.

you beautiful person,

you.

read at your own pace,

you a-friggin’ dinghorse.

slow the fuck down.

you have time.

let me say that again:

we have time

to learn.

we have time to grow here —

just trust me.

we are so new,

you and me.

and we’re sO COOL, DUDER.

(haha im lame for saying that,

and im cool w that)

we’re just finding our footing,

and thats okay.

youre okay exactly where you are

no matter where you are.

i am with you.

i hear you —

all of you,

but we have to work together.

///////

we’re low and slow.

keep “grinding”

as the kids say

(these fucking kids are

on to something,

i tell ya.)

///////

i write at my pace —

you read at yours.

there’s no need to rush

yourself or anyone else.

quit rushing.

enjoy the journey,

too.

that’s my bad for forgetting

to say that.

let’s keep trying,

and keep each other in check.

you wont miss anything,

i promise.

/////

and also

dont feel like you have

to read everything.

you dont.

read what you can

when you can

when you want to.

thats what youre supposed to

hear — nothing more;

nothing less.

its okay.

dont push the river.

listen to leah —

leah, fuck dude come on;

i know you can hear me —

and

dont push the river.

watch greys anatomy/

(the best show)

take a bath/

eat a breakfast burrito/

go for a walk/

take a deep breath —

literally just breathe.

you were forgetting to breathe,

you idiot dunce.

and thats okay.

////

hey, you.

yes, you.

wow — hey.

youre back.

youre okay.

we’re okay.

happy to see you.

read at yr pace mofos

slow down.

the devil doesnt exist, you idiots.

believe me when i say that.

feel me when i say that —

think through it.

allow it to guide you/

push you —

allow it to move you.

get outside.

move your body.

eat some eggs

or eat whatever

makes your heart soar.

feed yourself.

you’re hungry.

stop hunting for fear.

why are you hunting for

fear instead of

——-love——-?

stop hunting for fear.

look for love.

follow your people.

follow yourself.

the devil doesnt exist,

you idiots.

manifest love — not hate!!!!

you can do it!!!

i believe in you!!!

I SEE YOU!!!

you

just

have

to

see

yourself.

stop running —

no flight;

just fight.

fight and win.

drive it home,

work your ASS off,

and let yourself be

fucking happy,

you silly little frog.

let yourself live.

the devil doesnt exist, you idiots.

when i was depressed, tobin spoke to me in ways i didnt understand. tobin saw me. tobin spoke to me. i value him and appreciate his insight indefinitely. he can see me crystal clear, and i can see him: hear me when i say that he is huge. and we are all just as big. thank you for seeing me so clearly, tobin. our paths will cross again.

when i was depressed, tobin spoke to me in ways i didnt understand. tobin saw me. tobin spoke to me. i value him and appreciate his insight indefinitely. he can see me crystal clear, and i can see him: hear me when i say that he is huge. and we are all just as big. thank you for seeing me so clearly, tobin. our paths will cross again.

i always eat 3 egg whites and one full egg bc i love eggs whites but i know i need some yolk, too. eggs are life. but today two egg yolks fell into my pan, and im okay w that. i have allowed the second yolk to fall into my pan and i embrace them both. i have relinquished some of the control — i had to. im growing. we’re growing. we’re doing it.

i always eat 3 egg whites and one full egg bc i love eggs whites but i know i need some yolk, too. eggs are life. but today two egg yolks fell into my pan, and im okay w that. i have allowed the second yolk to fall into my pan and i embrace them both. i have relinquished some of the control — i had to. im growing. we’re growing. we’re doing it.

we are here now

we’re learning —

no,

we’re remembering.

keep remembering.

the answers are all

inside of us all —

trust yourself.

trust your friends.

trust your family.

when did we lose the trust??

when did we go wrong??

doesnt matter —

learn from it,

and move forward.

thats true of everything.

hear me when i say that.

keep remembering.

go deeper.

follow it.

listen to music —

actually listen.

we are here now