dont make this harder
on yourself
than it has to be.
i’m serious!!
i spent all of my life so far
up until, like, what?
two weeks ago?
shit, i’m so young.
we’re all so young.
i spent all of my life so far
making everything hard
for myself.
making everything
“perfect” for myself —
i was trying to steer
when all i had to do was
CHILL THE FUCK OUT
and
LISTEN TO MYSELF.
man, my heart is racing.
i need to re-center.
i’m shaking.
i don’t mean to be scaring
anybody —
please know that i don’t.
i would never want to scare
someone unless it was funny
bc — let’s face it —
sometimes that shit is funny.
i think humor is beautiful
and unifying
and it keeps things light.
what a gift.
what a gift.
keep going.
i see you,
and i’m so excited.