dont make this harder

on yourself

than it has to be.

i’m serious!!

i spent all of my life so far

up until, like, what?

two weeks ago?

shit, i’m so young.

we’re all so young.

i spent all of my life so far

making everything hard

for myself.

making everything

“perfect” for myself —

i was trying to steer

when all i had to do was

CHILL THE FUCK OUT

and

LISTEN TO MYSELF.

man, my heart is racing.

i need to re-center.

i’m shaking.

i don’t mean to be scaring

anybody —

please know that i don’t.

i would never want to scare

someone unless it was funny

bc — let’s face it —

sometimes that shit is funny.

i think humor is beautiful

and unifying

and it keeps things light.

what a gift.

what a gift.

keep going.

i see you,

and i’m so excited.