this is everything taylor needs to hear and he’s on acid for the first time rn and thats hilarious and true timing if ive ever seen it. you’re okay, taylor.

taylor called me condescending once.

no —

i’m sorry.

he said something i said was condescending —

there’s a difference.

but i couldn’t take criticism.

i never could.

it filled me with anger and doubt

in myself

and frustration

in myself

and fear

in myself

that i couldn’t “do” it

(even though i had no idea what “it” was)

people could see the bad in me

that i couldn’t see in myself.

and i knew that.

i always knew that on some level.

and i ran from it.

honey, i’m home.

/////////

but for me —

i couldn’t feel it,

so i didn’t actually know it.

fuck you, depression.

thank you, brain.

thank you, taylor.

you helped tap me in —

you made me think

so i could feel

so i could learn

so i could teach.

we’re going to change the world.

/////

i couldn’t feel it,

so i couldn’t see it.

i just told people,

“ugh, yeah, fuck.

i suck. i can’t take

criticism. i’m so

sensitive. i’m too

sensitive. i can’t

take criticism

don’t criticize me.

and i used that

as a crutch.

i used that.

and, hell —

did it use me.

life/

“the grind”/

whatever

you wanna call it

was using me

when i should have

been following

the light.

//////

CHANGE WHAT YOU

DON’T LIKE ABOUT

YOURSELF.

YOU CAN CHANGE.

‘YOU’RE NOT A TREE.”

///////

SNAP THE FUCK OUT OF IT,

TAYLOR.

i know you can and

i can’t wait to see you.

this is everything taylor needs to hear and he’s on acid for the first time rn and thats hilarious and true timing if ive ever seen it. you’re okay, taylor.

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