i get it now.
i get it.
ive always understood how to manage my anxiety but i never actually understood it
bc i could never feel it.
i could never feel anything.
and i spoke like i did and i thought as if i did,
but i didnt.
and for ME that’s huge.
i was legitimately handicapped for my entire life and i kept on keeping along.
if i communicate effectively, then i dont need to have anxiety. i dont need to have anxiety if i make someone wait bc he or she understands