your individual,

very personal,

completely unique

story

is the only one

that will actually speak to you.

it will speak to you —

it will.

that much i know.

//////

please know that i need

to write in order to

be okay.

thats how ive always been —

as you can see.

this grounds me.

and i need to be able to write whenever i have to otherwise im finna freak the freak out bc i freak out all the time bc we’re all human and my brain hurts too and maybe i have to slow down but i have to listen to me when i say that

i cant listen to anyone else.

me personally —

i’ll resist.

and i have to write here.

yes, im writing to you

and you

and you,

but im actually just

writing to myself.

i have to be able to write.//

do u feel me

i know u feel me,

dude.

put me down.

live your life.

find your path.

and ill just be here

writing for when you

need to drop in.

dont just sit and read.

dont.

thats not life!!!!!!

PHONE SCREENS ARENT LIFE.

get out there.

i have to be here —

this is my path.

i have to write.

you have to go do

whatever

it is youre doing.

put me down —

chase you down.

you’re doing great!!!!

YUH YUH

today is hard but thats okay bc i am healthy and growing and moving forward and i am unafraid

its so cool youre here, guys. thanks for being here. pleasure to share this space w you. pleasure to share this life w you.

pleasure to share life w you.

cue marcel the shell:

“oh, it would be my pleasure”

or something like that idk

i cant remember anything

i watch ever hahah i suck

lmfaooo

today is hard but thats okay bc i am healthy and growing and moving forward and i am unafraid

i heard ethan’s weird ass fukn mating call from across the county aahahhaa ethan you are so loud wtf how u do dat???? how u do dat????

dont read this if u dont want to idc

this is my story;

im writing it.

WRITE YOUR OWN,

DAMMIT.

(but u can still read mine!!!)

(if you want to!!!)

(you dont have to!!!)

(but u can!!)

(i always liked dark comedies

and raunchy romantic stories)

(sounds about right)

(ugh im so cool ahahahaloowooodoo)

i heard ethan’s weird ass fukn mating call from across the county aahahhaa ethan you are so loud wtf how u do dat???? how u do dat????