i dont even think youre experiencing anxiety right now.

i think youre just so used to feeling anxiety after drinking or having sex that this is weird to you.

but its just taylor. its totally fine, seriously.

the worst thing that could come of that would be he doesnt think youre good in bed, which would not only be a tragedy but a lie.

youll have your chance again, im sure. and if you dont, then who cares? its just taylor.

hes super chill and youre super cool, so no worries. seriously — how cool? youre totally fine. you did nothing wrong. you had a fun night. you got closer to someone you like.

and thats cool. and theres nothing to unpack.

stop trying to unpack.