man, i really do love hard.

i was very excited. i was so excited.

i guess its good to have it end before it begins if it wasnt meant to work out.

i was so damn excited, though.

and even though i think its actually over, i still have a little hope. im still holding on to the idea that he might respond. im a hopeful romantic. im näive and routinely heart broken, but i really do love hard.