jesus christ —
i have to stand on my own two feet.
i have to learn.
i have to take a step back from men —
not take a break or call them off or anything
stupid like that.
i just have to remove myself
from my emotions —
just a little.
i have autonomy over my feelings.
i have control over my emotions.
i have to stop letting these men affect my mood so much.
im stronger than this.
i can do this.
i can own my life.