jesus christ —

i have to stand on my own two feet.

i have to learn.

i have to take a step back from men —

not take a break or call them off or anything

stupid like that.

i just have to remove myself

from my emotions —

just a little.

i have autonomy over my feelings.

i have control over my emotions.

i have to stop letting these men affect my mood so much.

im stronger than this.

i can do this.

i can own my life.