heart quietly and quickly drumming

reason: unknown.

do i wanna know?

everything is raw

//stifle it//

that seems to be my motto lately.

youre okay, rae.

youre doing it.

this is the scary part.

this is the exciting part?

im so scared i cant even cry these days.

i wouldnt know where to start.

im floating through these few weeks just trying to hold the fuck on

just hold the fuck on, rae.

you can do this.

if anyone can, it’s you.

nose to the grindstone.

keep running — keep trying to feel whole.

feel something —

you’re okay.

i know* you are

*hope