i hate you for ditching me.

i hate you for filling my mind and my heart with empty fucking ideas once again.

i hate me for believing you.

i hate us for ending.

i hate that i cant talk to you.

i hate that i miss you.

i hate that you unfollowed me on instagram.

i hate that i care about any of this.

i hate that i cant predict our future.

i hate that i dont know if we have one.

i hate that its been 3 years and youve continued to string me along.

i hate that i continue to wish you would.

i hate that i cant move on.

i hate that i cant talk to you.

i hate that you dont talk to me.

i hate this.

i hate us.

i hate you.

i love you.

i miss you.

i want you.