if i just closed my eyes like i did last night i know i could fall asleep
i keep yawning and my eyes are watering but i cant let go of the screens yet
the distractions
i dont want to be in my head right now. i want to be asleep or occupied. why cant i unwind?
im pretty numb. and reckless. and thats a very dangerous combination.
im also tired
i hope next week is better
