the first night in this bed in this room in this house, leah and i shared it bc her bed wasnt in yet

this bed has seen binge eating alone, smoking alone, sleeping alone, sleeping w tim and nuggett and nicholas and tony, smoking w shannon, crying, killing time w JJ, blook club, FOMO, naps rooted in anxiety

some good some bad but all lessons. all brought with me and all left behind.

moving forward.