i drank myself into oblivion last night. i had literally zero inhibitions — not a care in the world.

i think i just wanted to get away from myself for a few hours.

im so sick now, though. drinking is never worth it to me. its such a stupid concept, but i get sucked into it so often.

i need to stop spending money like a crazy person, also.

im literally just plugging along until the end of this Godforsaken semester.