im not sure i believe he exists anymore. 

i dont doubt that ill find someone, but maybe ive come to the realization/conclusion that no matter who i end up with he’ll have baggage/not be perfect. 

or do i still think itll happen? do i still believe he’s out there?

god, i hope he is. 

im not sure who he is, but im really excited to meet him. 

im so excited.