I JUST WANT TO LEAVE. I WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE AND LEAVE THIS PLACE AND THESE PEOPLE BEHIND. 

maybe i did it wrong somehow along the way. i have no friends. i basically dont have roommates. i havent learned many new skills. ive learned a lot about who i am and its all terrible. 

ive never ever wanted to wish my life away, but i want this year to end already. i want to graduate. 

im so sick to my stomach every second of every day bc i feel trapped and stifled and out of place and on display and im miserable. 

i wish there was a way i could graduate early.