i want to hurt people. i want to feel them squirm. i want to feel their pain. i smile in the darkness during “hard” conversations because break ups with “temporaries” mean nothing to me. they make me laugh. i’m fucked up, and i love it – it’s my favorite part about myself.
“dark and twisty,” as Meridith Grey said, but worse. i love hurting people bc at least its not me getting hurt. fuck everyone. fuck you. BUT at the same time, i love getting hurt, apparently. i’m looking at you, tim.