I’ve been sick to my stomach for two days because tim and i have been talking back and forth a lot and we made each other playlists and it makes my heart hurt. Im physically sick again and i remember the pain and the desolate aloneness and the want to be loved. He snapchats me and i dont sink into his eyes or stare at his face like i used to. I tell myself i want to be his again, but i dont think i do. I want to be loved by someone, but not necessarily him. I think im finally strong.