The hardest thing ive ever had to do was watch the guy i love with another girl. Every tweet every favorite every instagram digs a hole deeper into my already broken heart. Ive been trying to heal and forget, but i cant, because i love him and i lost him and he has her now. Shes nothing special – i know im better, but it still hurts. The hardest thing ive ever had to do was watch the guy i love with another girl, and the hardest thing im going to do is stop looking for the tweets and the favorites and the instagrams because im going to stop caring. I dont love him anymore. I love the idea of him and i love being sad. Im okay, but this is the hardest thing ive ever had to do.